Friday, February 16, 2024

Just Keep Swimming

Hey beautiful people! If you’re new to the Den, welcome! Come in real close and make yourselves comfortable. If you are part of the tribe already, welcome home! Thank you all for visiting! Life is nothing short of amazing. I’m grateful to be here with you. I’m glad to be able to spend time with you in this space. I’ve made many transitions in life, which has made it QUITE the journey for me. Life has been FULL. Since moving to Chicago, I’m not gonna lie… I had a few challenges starting out! Firstly, it is not easy being the new girl in a big city. Chicago is a huge melting pot. And you have to know where you're going and if its even a safe area to dwell before you decide to head out. I started out not having the slightest clue about ANYTHING. It was pretty much in the middle of the pandemic when I began making my way back and forth between Detroit and Chicago. 



I was working at Amazon, and then from Amazon to Penske Logistics when I'd gotten injured at work, took some physical therapy and realized that I would be bitter as hell if I'd suffered an injury from working a job that I really didn't give a single care to have and it causing me the disability to do the things that I absolutely loved doing, such as drumming and playing instruments. I had a bit of money saved up and I thought, “You know what? F this! I’m gonna take a chance on myself! I’m gonna become a full-time musician, I’m gonna make natural skin and hair products and I’m gonna be a writer!" Mind you, I had absolutely NO PLAN and I didn’t know WHAT the heck I was doing. I was only uttering the desires of my heart. The thoughts of not feeling like I was living my truth, like i wasn't walking my true path kept me up at night. I was dissatisfied. I was anxious. I felt like a loser for being 30 something, living with mom and dad once again, not having a single clue what I was gonna do next. WELP! That’s when I said, “Its time to seek my creator!” It was at that point that I began looking at my life from every possible angle, from the inside to the outside and deepened my spirituality and relationship with Self. 


Things needed to change. I needed to change. Everyday I faced the ugliest parts of me. I picked myself apart, just to put myself back together, and it was ugly. I mean... It was horrifying ya’ll, but facing my ugly and dealing with it head on was extremely necessary for the changes that I was seeking and the growth that I needed. Throughout everyday, I meditated and prayed. The first thing that I got out of that was that I needed to remove myself from my then current situation-ship, release friendships and change my environment and that if I did NOT do these things, I would not find the change and growth that I sought. So… What do you think I did? That’s right. I GTFO! I ended up sharing a home with my best friend for a while and then ended up living back home with mom and dad. It wasn’t something that felt good to do, right? But that’s the choice I made because at the time, I didn’t have anyplace else to go. My spiritual journey became stronger. I’m like, “God! Now, I’ve removed myself from all the toxicity that I could. What now?!” I meditated and meditated. Prayed and prayed for the universe to send me the RIGHT people. To send me valuable connections and friendships. To put me in environments that I could learn and grow in. I meditated. I prayed. And I believed. I trusted whatever the process would be!


During the summer of 2020 I started my own holistic business called Mother Spunky Nature Naturals LLC, took a couple classes and did some traveling. Did I have a plan? No. I just wanted something of my own. At the time, We were going through the whole pandemic thing, I had a lot of time on my hands, so along with my spiritual growth, I began making healthier choices. I started making my own hair and skin products and was like, “I should totally start my own line!” So I did. Then I met someone special and thats when I began frequenting chicago. A LOT… I didn’t think twice about it. It wasn't about what I had in chicago, rather it was WHO I had there. Love is enough to move you. I believed in it so much. At this point, I'd become the most fearless I'd ever been. It was magical because everything that I’d prayed for and meditated on, I got. Now, let's fast forward to now.


While sparing much frustration, a bit of pain and three dashes of detail, let me just say that I'd FINALLY for the fist time in my life made actual goals AND PLANS, y’all! I got my own studio apartment uptown. I'm literally doing things that I love to do for work. I work as a drum instructor, live performance instructor, a music director, a studio coordinator, and I still work professionally as a live performance AND recording musician. I’ve joined writing and music collectives- some of which feature queer musicians and writers in chicago. I've also joined a collective of communities around the world which are supportive of women in music. Life is progressive and my thoughts and actions have been clear and expansive. I'm Blessed to be able to work within Chicago's Public Schools and communities and surrounding communities as a teaching artist. I have been able to construct my own curriculum and teach workshops as well as collaboratively create curriculum with other arts and subject experts. It has been a BLAST. I'm SUPER blessed to be connected with some of the most organized and refined artists that a person could ask to work with!


I am not yet where I want to be but i'm on my way! In all that I do; my thoughts are very clear. This was something that I grew to have. In the past, I lacked a lot of focus. My thoughts were so unorganized. There was so much that I wanted to do and could do, but I lacked organization and planning HEAVILY. They come in these waves of clear consciousness. Meditation is super enriching to my daily life. To simply put it, life is never lacking in love, excitement or growth.


As a female in the industry, I have REALLY been on my “power to the pu$$y” vibe- which is involving myself in work that supports women, more specifically women of color. I’m all about women and embracing our strengths and understanding where we are in society and fighting for more power, money, positive visibility, respect and togetherness. I enjoy standing side-by-side women in our power and am REALLY looking forward to the future in that
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Thursday, June 9, 2022

"To the female king: you're to awesome to be queen." - James Brown



  • Is it still baffling to most that a woman would want to play the drums? Women have come a long way in todays society in terms of taking on predominantly male roles, across all professions, we still get surprised looks, and the whole, “Not bad for a girl!” comments. Also, can I just say that the image of a drummer is Never a beautiful woman with an afro or dreadlocks? And nobody expects a girly-girl to WANT to play a power instrument such as the drums. As a female drummer myself, I can relate to the critical examination and observations that one can go through while playing and building a music career. A woman who holds down the backbeat naturally draws a sort of centre of attention of the entire band, and if not, she is still heavily judged on skills, but more so on the way that she looks. Supremely superficial.


    Why do people acknowledge women in music by isolating them by sexuality and how beautiful they are? It is so annoying! I'm a Leo so I can thrive in the environment, but in my maturity, I don't use music as a way to spotlight on anything other than music. Here is a fact: Being that music and entertainment is a male dominant industry, women have always been under-appreciated and underrepresented in the history of music. And you want to know something? Sex-stereotyping is rarely addressed. And then what happens is, female drummers get praised for being tough.Tough??? Ok maybe I can accept that perception. After all, we’re talking about drumming, and drummers are tough. But take a great performing drummer who happens to be a woman, It then becomes all about sex appeal! For some reason, that is the majority of what is respected, and women continually accept these different levels of misogyny when it is subtle. 


    It is so easy for a lot of potential female drummers to get discouraged because you’re constantly striving against being compared to men, how sexy you portray yourself to be amongst the towers of criticisms, sexisms, harassment. Oh I have experienced it all! I imagine that a lot of women do give up. For the women who didn’t give up, women like Sheila E. and Cindy Blackman, these type of women learned to get used to the rude and sexist comments. Even they have to deal with reflections on gender. Sheila E played on Prince’s Sign O’ the Times tour and film, in which he follows a very dope drum solo with the sly comment, “Not bad - for a girl.” Blackman once opened for James Brown, who wrote on one of her cymbals: “To the female king: you’re to awesome to be queen.”  I mean, sheesh!


    During the successful and early stages of their careers, Cindy and Sheila quickly encountered prejudices of race, gender and prejudices against their musical options. 


    Check this out. I love Cindy Blackman-Santana! She Represents! Since Cindy Blackman was an African American, wore an Afro and locs, and was a woman who played jazz drums good and hard in a music scene that was dominated by men, she faced issues of misogyny, stereotypes and discrimination throughout her career, but she felt that if it didn’t pay her bills, then it hardly mattered at all.  I respect the hell out of that and her! 



    I feel that Cindy had to have loved playing drums so much, that she ignored all these negative things, stayed true to her style, refrained from selling sex on stage, and concerned herself with improving her technique and skills in drumming. However, if we took a good look into what works for the music business, you would see that part of the recipe is a quite casual misogyny. It’s not only men who objectify women to sell their music. Women also know that there is a “sex sells’ type of system that works in their favor, am I right? Although born into music royalty, Sheila became the 80’s ultimate sex symbol. She was known for her sex appeal on stage- all stilettos and hairspray. While performing at the rock ’n’ roll clubs, it was always about sex appeal and because of that, she would constantly be degraded, being told that she was only there because she was sexy and not because she was a good drummer. She would always get propositions for sex. Although Sheila was very attractive and showed a bit of sexuality in her image while performing, she never wanted to be the type of person to have sex to get anywhere in her career. It was because of her parents that she had strong morale. They taught her to always believe in herself and to be the woman that she was, to be strong and to do the right thing. Sheila didn’t feel that she had to prove anything to those male chauvinist that she ran into throughout her career. 

     



    Let me give flowers to the Queen Cindy Blackman-Santana.  American composer, bandleader, jazz and rock drummer, started playing drums at the age of seven. SEVEN YEARS OLD. I love Cindy's style. Her style of art in drumming can be characterized by exploration, experimentation and improvisation. Cindy did everything that she could to understand the technique of drumming. Although her most notable seven year professional touring gig with Lenny Kravitz made her recognizable as a rock drummer, Cindy has a deep love and appreciation for classical music, and jazz improvisation, which she truly prefers to play (My favorite album of hers is Music For The New Millennium). Her sticking, grip and drumming techniques are observed as she has played with her own band, The Cindy Blackman Group, and several other jazz artists and groups that she has played with throughout her years of jazz drumming, such as bass player, Jaco Pastorius, Herbie Hancock, and free jazz saxophonist, Pharaoh Sanders, just to name a few. Heres a bit of familial background: Both Cindy’s mother and grandmother were classical musicians and as she fell in love with music at an early age, she continued on to studying it seriously throughout her years of formal education. Although Cindy was a formally trained musician who attended Berkley, her career has never followed any traditions.


    Blackman had classical percussion training throughout college at the University of Hartford. She uses the traditional grip technique as she plays creatively, adding her own flavor. This freedom allows her to play with her own energy and passion. Blackman has several of her own jazz albums recorded under her own name. Cindy Blackman-Santana, has her own instructional videos on drumming and also involves herself in drum clinics around the world. The Instructional video that she is known most for, is the one she recorded in 1997 called “Multiplicity”. Blackman believes that, jazz is the highest form of music that one can play because of the creative requirements. What makes me favor Cindy most is something that I personally share to my core: One of her strongest beliefs in what drumming should be is that every drummer should have a lot of impact and a great sound, without being limited to any conventional role in the band. She feels that drums should speak just as freely as anybody. 


    I read. Sometimes a lot, sometimes a little, but I'm always reading. During college, I wrote an essay similar to this blog. I went through a spiral of researching my favorite drummers and their inspirations. In doing so, I read that Cindy Blackman-Santana was mainly influenced by Tony Williams and the way that he played. The reason she was so drawn to him was because of the impact that his drum beats left on her whenever he played. When Cindy met him at a drum clinic when she was 16, he left a powerful impression on her and her career. To me, this is what it is all about. This is what my whole dynamic is as a music instructor! Anyway... After she graduated from high school, Cindy moved to Boston to study at Berklee College of Music, but after three semesters she felt confined the college classrooms, and that is when she picked up her sticks and moved to New York City in 1982.


    The first few years of living in New York, Cindy played everywhere she could. She performed at late night jams at different clubs around town, specifically at the 55 Grand Club, where she would sit in with Jaco Pastorius’ band, the Word of Mouth Group. She continued on to several after hour jazz clubs, played with trios, jazz pianist and did several festivals for contributions with jazz ensembles for two consecutive summers in a row. During these years in New York, she gained a lot of great experience and exposure in jazz performance and begin promoting herself as an acclaimed jazz drummer, composer and bandleader. Through recording with the Blue Note record label, Cindy met another inspiration, friend and mentor, Art Blakey. I imagine that this connection was magical! Art Blakey? TOP TIER. He taught her a lot about the recording industry and showed her the ropes. The jazz giant, Blakey became a father figure to Cindy. He always looked out for her, encouraged her, motivated her and helped her with things such as artist development, professionalism and jazz improvisation techniques. Art Blakey’s death in 1990 was a very emotional time for Cindy. So much so, that she dedicated an entire album, “Code Red" to his memory.  



    In 1993 Cindy Blackman took a turn away from her career of being a jazz drummer a while after being introduced to rock singer Lenny Kravits, who happened to be looking for a drummer to tour with his band. Kravitz heard her play drums over the phone and quickly flew her out to audition for the job. Cindy spent the next year and a half playing on music videos and tours with Lenny, where she established herself in the genre of rock ’n’ roll. Cindy’s work with Kravitz had her name ringing and put her in a new place of recognition and fame, which also helped her in her own new albums release, Telepathy, in 1994. Touring  with Kravitz opened up Cindy’s mind a lot more and helped her understand and know what she wanted while creating her own sound and playing with different musicians and groups. She feels better playing with musicians who know each other and are headed in the same direction, and have the same goals.  




    Through expanding and exploring, Blackman grew an opinion that playing rock and jazz definitely requires two different mindsets. She felt that in rock, you’re playing parts, not a groove, vs jazz where you are more free to do as you see fit. Overall, continued to push the limits of her musical career, talent and composition. She sees drums as a wide spectrum of potential. Drums can be romantic and pretty and moody, but can also be something bombastic. An instrument that can be used to really shake things up, and that is one of the things that initially attracted her to playing drums. Cindy Blackman Santana is all about exploring this very wide range of drumming. This is seen in her playing exponentially, especially with how hard she hits. Phenomenal at both genre’s with the chops to prove it, whether its jazz or rock, Cindy always plays dynamically powerful. She is a great leader, her timing is impeccable, you can really hear all the years of percussion training through the choices of rudiments, accent placement and melodic choices that she makes around the kit. In any performance, Cindy Blackman Santana’s musical presence never goes unnoticed.



    Although the two drummers can be compared in several ways, Cindy Blackman and Sheila E have very different musical backgrounds, careers, drumming styles  and influences. E is an American singer, bandleader, drummer and percussionist and pop star, who is known for collaborating with artist such as Lionell Richie, Billy Cobham, Ringo Starr, Gloria Estephan, George Duke, Jennifer Lopez, Kanye West, Beyonce, and most notably know for playing, singing, recording and touring with American music Icon who is most recently deceased, former lover, Prince Nelson Rogers. 


    Growing up in a famously musical family, it was always like a jam session when everyone got together at the Escavedo’s. It was like there was a party at their house everyday.

    Sheila Escavedo gained popularity during her teenage years, playing with her father and legendary percussionist, Pete Escavedo. She first performed on stage with her dad when she was just five years old. Her dad taught her how to play the congas, so she played left handed so that she may mirror his moves. When she was a teenager, she filled in for the conga player in her dads band Azteca, and was so good that she took over the job. Although this goes mostly unrecognized, her father was probably one of Sheila’s greatest influences. 



    Most people know Sheila E as a pop star from the hit records that she made with Prince. Personally, when I speak to people, they speak on or talk about Sheila and very little is brought up about her own work! The go to conversation is the fame that she gained while working with and being influenced by Prince. It's as if nobody knows that she made her debut album at the age of 19 working with her dad, called Solo Two, as a latin style timbalero player, or that she played percussion on Micheal Jackson’s “Don’t Stop Till You Get Enough”. This and so many other details of her rich musical life came to light for me in her new memoir called The Beat of My Own Drum, released in June of 2015.



    Because Sheila was a successful musician with her own fully developed sound, it’s not really fair that she is pinned as a Prince protégée. Prince definitely had an influence on Sheila, but having had listened to pre- Prince Sheila E and then listening to Prince’s music post Sheila, I think it was a two-way street because I audibly noticed how much he got from her (from Purple Rain on) as an artist. And Prince isn’t the only musician who had influenced Sheila E. How about some of the music icons She played with in the ‘70s? From Billy Cobham, to George Duke, Herbie Hancock and Miles Davis. It must have been an honor and a great influence to not only list and play with them, but to also know them and learn from them.

    When Sheila was 21, she made a debut on “Yesterday’s Dream” with jazz bassist Alphonso Johnson in 1976. Two Years after that, she met Prince at a concert, at a performance with her dad. After that performance, Prince vowed to Sheila that she would someday join his band. Prince had Sheila sing on “Erotic City”, which was the B-side of his number one 1984 single, “Let’s Go Crazy”. After Prince helped her secure a record contract with Warner Brothers, she released her debut solo artist album, “Sheila E. In The Glamorous Life” in ’84.  Prince wrote the track and it hit the Top Ten in the U.S. Sheila E. continued to release albums, but it didn’t have as much commercial success as “Sheila E. In The Glamorous Life” and “Sheila E. In Romance 1600”. The song which I will transcribe is the live performance version of her hit song titled Love Bizarre, originally on the 1985 album, Romance 1600. This song was Sheila E.'s last major hit and her second biggest behind her debut single "The Glamorous Life". The song was performed in the film Krush Groove which Sheila E. also had a major supporting role in. The song was a major hit and reached #1 in Urban radio airplay & Dance/Club play, #2 on the U.S. R&B charts and #11 on the Billboard Hot 100 & Pop radio airplay. 


    Much like Cindy Blackman-Santana and Sheila E., I want to have an impact on young women. I can be a wildflower, but one thing I do is dream and flow. I think every young female drummer wants another female drummer that they can learn from and look up to. Those drummers for me where Cindy and Sheila. They both have very strong careers in performance, and have built a very strong reputation for themselves professionally, through relationships that they’ve built with the highly acclaimed artists and musicians that they’ve worked with. Cindy and Sheila are truly queens to the throne of rhythm, not only because they are great drummers, but also for the artists that they blossomed to be despite of the sexism, adversity, and criticism. Long live the queens!



Thursday, May 26, 2022

I’m ready to tell you a secret.

https://drive.google.com/uc?export=view&id=1KK0N_8eiecm_UfsMfQh-eCsvU4WXeNTu

Something i have yet to share publicly are my poems. I don’t expect any cool points for giving you this information, but I write. As part of a meditation process. As a way to decompress. As a way to help or relate with people. For instructional purposes. To blog. To express passionate feelings or imagination. I write. You’d think someone would give me tools every year to accelerate this lazy knack I have, not only because I’m cute, but as a thank you for the education, the experience, the vibes, alladat! But nope. Because guess what? I am a lazy writer and if you wanna judge or criticize me after finding this out instead of joining me in my most intimately-in my head-and we gon’ kick it-moments, then be sure to cashapp me at $chopsueycash, because it isn’t a job. Not yet. For real. Seriously.

Also, here are my social media handles.

😆 Aaaannnnyyyway….


Let me share with you, friend what i think and how I feel. I’ve evaluated my writing habits. How i feel about writing when it’s happening, what i am eager to express TO SOMEONE and what i rather lock away. So there’s poetry, right? I found that by accident. POETRY?  Poetry feels more intimate than anything else I ever write! It is something that happens when ever it desires to happen. A lot of it is made up. Make believe. Fictional. A lot of truth with a dash of lie, if you will. Peep this: My brain turns towards fictional writing when I am “feeling things” yet am optimistic. Much like a beat or song idea, even more like heartbreak; poetry happens at random times. 


When I write, I see everything that I am, everything that I want to be, everything that I’ve experienced, and everything that I want. And I see lies. So many lies. But we will just call it IMAGINATION. Writing the “truth with a dash of lie” is becoming a little bit of a habit! It feels good. I like it.


One day soon, I hope to break out, get comfortable and share my writings with you. hopefully it turns into something much more. You deserve it, I deserve it, we’ll all be better! 


That is all. That is the post. Peace&Love! 🌻 

Tuesday, February 22, 2022

The Sky Is Not The Limit

I don't know where I first heard the quote, "The sky is the limit". I know that its SUPPOSED to mean that nothing can stop you from reaching your dreams, but I personally don't like to use this saying because the sky is a very limited space. If I'm working hard against all odds, I don't want anybody telling me that the sky is the limit! If that's the case, just give me a box the size of a chili cheese fry container from the best coney island in Detroit (if you don't say Nicky D's or Grady's then you BETTER be thinking Universal Coney island on 94 & Chalmers) and tell me to park my car in it. Sounds crazy right? So don't sit there and tell me to dream big but cram it in a limited space!

My limit is beyond the sky. The sky is just where I sit so that I may catch a good view every now and then. The sky isn't the limit, your imagination is. I feel so strongly about the title of this post that the next time I hear a person say it, I may say to them, "Don't be a hater!" I don't want another person to tell me that the sky is the limit anymore because the way I feel about it, I've heard it and believed it so any times before that thats probably the reason why I am where I am in life and not further along, but we'll save that for another day. 

I'm not trying to preach but let me just say that we all know that one person who is ok with limiting their beliefs, limiting their faith, which in turn puts a limit on themselves and the possibilities of their outcome. People are this way and that is perfectly fine! If you are content and satisfied, then you have fulfilled your purpose. For some people the sky IS the limit and they are alright with that. but i'm not. For me, there is no limit. Me believing that the sky is the limit would ultimately limit my imagination- which is not the best option for me, a person who creates their whole life and career...

I say all this to say, challenge yourselves to dream without limits! When you dream a dream that you believe in, you become responsible in getting the work done. Create a process and get to work! I don't believe in impossible. Somethings may take a while, but all things are possible so long as you don't ignore what it is that you must do. When you dream, dream higher than the sky and deeper than the ocean. 



Here is the link of the song that resonates with this post. I was glad to be able to reach artist and drummer Wes and share some vibes. Super dope drummer, this particular song is off Got My Own Sound's first album, but truth is that they have a new album out and its fire. Wes gave me the ok to post a universal link to the song. If you're looking for some new heat, check out Wes Watkins web site https://www.gotmyownsound.com/bio One drummer to another, I respect that man because he WORKS. 

The drum is a circle. That being the case, I support all my drummers who are part of what I call " The Collective". The collective is basically all the musicians in the world who exist to create and share the message of Love. We believe in the importance of encouraging others. We are students and teachers of life. We believe music makes this world a better place and we dedicate our lives to that.

Don't limit yourself to the sky when there are galaxies among galaxies. Take the limits off!

Peace.

Tuesday, February 15, 2022

Sankofa!

I AM PROUD TO BE BLACK! So with a smile on my face and all the pride in my heart, let me say Happy Black History Month! As I was meditating, the word Sankofa dropped deep within my spirit and I began writing this blog. So as I am in this natural flow, I will share with you what we should all consider this to be as an African Heritage appreciation post. Peace!


Sankofa is a word of the Akan tribe and language. The Akan people live in separate lineage villages in Ghana, Africa. The most DISTINGUISHED respect of the Akan belief is that there must be tribal UNITY and morality. A part of the Akan tribes legacy is what we all know and appreciate as the Kente cloth, and throughout history, the Akan people are known to bring wealth to each state that they occupied by mining gold, producing materials and by trading cash crops.

The Akan tribe Is a very corporate group with its own identity, group solidarity, exclusive property and symbols, one of which is Sankofa. The word is derived from San: Return, Ko: Go, Fa: Look, Seek and Take. In translation, Sankofa literally means to retrieve. But there is an Akan proverb that a mentor of mine told me, "Se wo were fi na wosankofa a yenkyi" which translates to "it is not taboo to fetch what you forgot". The Sankofa symbol is a mythical bird with its feet planted firmly forward, with its head turned backwards to retrieve a seed. This symbol serves to what the Akan people believe; the past serves as a guide for planning the future. It is the wisdom learned from the past that ensures a strong future. To know history and your heritage is to know your current self, the world around you, and how to better both.


Sankofa is inspirational in activism and art and I believe that its message is beneficial to people no matter your background. For me, experience is always the best teacher. What did you experience in 2021 that had an affect on you one way or another? How did it affect you? What can you gather from that experience? Did you learn anything new about yourself?  How do you predict that it will impact you moving forward?

Monday, November 1, 2021

Your Future Depends On Your Higher Self

Does something that you want or need in your life seem impossible? Do you believe that it actually is? If your answer is “maybe” or “yes”, this is because you are not navigating through your life and it’s struggles with enough clarity! 


Regardless of what is happening in or around your life, YOU are the creator of your own reality. You must find time to quiet the noise around you to connect with the inner most part of yourself! Some call this meditation. Whatever you want to call it, the point is to come to the point of self realization and transformation from impossible to possible! All it takes is to sit still. Although meditation and breath work can make you more comfortable and less distracted, it is not always needed to find a connection with yourself.


You must seek and find yourself because it is the journey that will reward you the most! Your highest self holds your future and you must communicate with it openly and be well aquatinted with this as it is the deepest part of who you are. There is no “split between yourself and your higher self”. But you can be disconnected from your higher self. I call that disconnection vibrating at a low frequency. Some of us have been vibrating at low frequencies throughout our entire lives and didn’t even know it. I call the moment that you make the realization that you’ve been vibrating at a low frequency and you develop understanding of why, a sort of an “awakening”. Self realization. After you reach a point of self realization, you begin to really do some soul searching because you desire change. You begin seeking your higher self. Your dreams, your wisdom, your intuition, your inspiration, your creativity, the way to go about accomplishing goals, are all a part of your higher self. Your higher self is deep. It guides you. It makes you whole. It is eternal.


We were not created to be victims. We were created to be victorious! We were not created to be powerless. We were created to be powerful, and so is every connection that you make with your higher self in mind. You don’t have to give power to anything that does not serve the greatness within you. BE FREE! You have the power to understand and overcome the obstacles that hold you to a victim mind state. It is up to you to to elevate yourself above the circumstances and the struggles that weigh you down. When you become aware of how to elevate your mind, you begin to augment and change your reality. You find purpose and begin to spend the rest of your life finding exactly what that purpose is. This is one of the greatest journeys we can embark on!


Live life on purpose. Do what matters to you and is in alignment with your values and what you believe. Nobody can tell you what that is for you. It is something you must feel. Being in alignment with your higher self is being sure of yourself, even if you are scared. The answer to who you are is inside of yourself. Pay attention to what makes you feel alive. When you are on this journey of soul searching, you have to understand that it’s not about whether people understand your mission or not. Trust yourself. It’s not about what other people think of it. Self belief and confidence are majorly important. If you haven’t done any true soul searching, you may feel blocked or confused and thats ok. You have to continue practicing connecting with yourself and unburying and unpacking yourself. I find journaling a  helpful way to do this.





You have to be motivated to make the changes that you want to see in your life. It can be really scary or painful to unpack yourself  but you have to feel the fear or pain and step forward anyway. If you are uncomfortable, that is a sign that there is a breakthrough and a change happening. Fear and pain cannot rule your life or actions unless you allow it to. You feel afraid? Unsure of yourself? Does it hurt? Take action anyway! 


Check in with yourself. Every single day. Ask yourself what is important. Practice tuning in to yourself. During this time let go of the outside world. You need time just for you! At least 15 minutes to sit still, journal about things that you need to get off your chest. Realize that this is a time to set your mind free. A world that you are creating for yourself.  Aligning with your higher self means creating new habits and getting rid of the patterns that you’ve had that didn’t contribute to the greatness inside of you.


You have everything that you need, and everything that you need that hasn’t arrived, believe that its on its way to you! Working toward the right thing is always worth it, even if its hard. The work that you do today creates the tomorrow that you dream about. You are the creator of your own life and it is impossible to fail at being you.


Peace, friend.

Friday, October 29, 2021

Artist Developement

First of all, lets address the fact that chasing music as a career is absolutely tough and takes a resilient, strong person who can stand to have some patience and tough skin! The music industry IS NOT set up to be EASY. so if you are looking  for a career that is already mapped out for you and has a freaking gps attached to your instrument/ talent, then you need to choose a different career, because the music industry is very frustrating and difficult to navigate through..... If you thought that I was going to write a blog to make you feel like music is so peachy and easily gratifying then you thought wrong. I'm gonna give it to you straight, no chaser. Now that we've gotten that out of the way, lets understand the next thing: artist development and music branding is something that you NEED to spend a lot of time on if you want to be anybody in the industry because it is essential to your career's solidarity. Having the talent is only part of what it takes to make it in the cut throat industry of music. It is important to have knowledge of the music business,  and if you don't have a artist development plan, it will eventually show.


Have I "made it" in the industry? Well no, I am still on my way to making a solid name for myself within the music industry, but in this climb through the trenches I have learned what I HAVEN'T been doing and what I should've been doing, I've made solid connections there, formed relationships, made connections, I have seen, studied and learned a lot professionally through first hand experience (the best teacher) and from my educators, mentors, other artists, musicians and producers that have and are continuously making a name for themselves throughout the industry of music. One thing that is sure is this: there is no escaping coming up with an artist development plan for yourself! It may seem very intimidating and tough to get started or finish, but PLEASE KNOW that as an unsigned or independent artist, you MUST have an artist development plan. 

I personally have a rather holistic approach to music. Ever since my high-school years, I've gotten broken promises from people, telling me what they can and will do to benefit me and my professional career, telling me that they've got what it takes to "take my career to the next level". HA!!! man... I've been hearing THAT for so long. I've been hitting out here (not including the number of YEARS I spent playing in church) since about 2012 and while I like working with a team vs alone, I've realized that u HAVE to be prepared to have your OWN vision and be ready to do MOST (If not ALL) the work yourself, with or without a team.

What is artist development?

"Artist Development is the process any musician goes through to develop their craft and skills necessary to build a professional career in the music industry. This means everything from voice, songwriting, image and branding, music and video production, live performance, marketing and social media." - The Music Vault Academy


Here is what I suggest that every new artists and musician who decide to make music more than just a talent and hobby should do:


Practice every day. 

Take lessons, get a coach and train weekly with someone who knows what it takes to be the best. Someone who can give sound advice and strengthen your weaknesses. Take time to REALLY hone in on developing your talent! Especially if you play an instrument, spend at least 20 minutes with your instrument a day. The more time that you dedicate to your playing, the better. Take it from someone who wishes that they could practice ALL DAY. lol.... If you can't spare more time to practicing for whatever the reason, at least spend that same a mount of time studying or learning SOMETHING. A lot of times I study my favorite musicians, listen to music, watch interviews, performance videos, or read transcriptions of music whenever I not able to sit at my drums and play. The point is to spend actual time growing holistically in music. Feed your brain and your body music and set goals for yourself.  


Define your identity as an artist.

Ok, ok, ok.... I know most creatives don't like to feel boxed in. Most artist don't want to be "defined". But who you are is not isn't the extent of your artist identity, so you have to sort out the details on a deeper level with yourself for the people who love your work. It may help to look at defining what your identity is as an artist as a way to create an extra layer of who you actually are as a person. To create an extension of yourself... The truth is, even if you make the best music as an artist, you will burn if your persona is trash. That is straight facts. You lose out on connecting with very important people. Your artist identity should include your attitude, style, your sound and your appearance. The worth of artist identity is to truthfully exist in the world through what makes you distinctively different- your brand. Defining your identity will make you more distinguished and make you both respected and sought after for what you do and how you do it. I will list what I think is valuable when considering the development of the artist:

Background.

Nobody gets to decide how they enter this world, who they're born to or how they are raised, but it is a part of who we are and have a part in our artistry anyway. What was unique about your childhood, hometown and your family? What about it makes you different from other people? What did you learn? How you were raised? What has your artistic journey been like thus far? Have you made career moves? What music could you play and never get tired of? When did you first become aware that you were creative? what was the medium? How did you expand your learning? Did you have any teachers, outlets, mentors? What or who are your influencers artistically?


Merit.

The way that you respond to life experiences and circumstances reflect your merit. What experiences have you had in life that made you a stronger person? What bad habits did you have that you have corrected? In what ways did that impact your life? 


Poise.

The reason why some artist have more impact than other artists is simply because of their style. Composure. The approach in the way they do it...  Poise should be greatly considered because you began to learn how to continue working and knocking down goals, even if it is brutally difficult. You learn how to make the hardest times of your life look easy.

A good way to begin developing your artistry is by reflecting your poise, merit and background in your work. Be you. Let it ooze out of your work. It takes courage and bravery to be an artist! Embrace who you are. As you develop and learn more about yourself as an artist, work on your unique brand. Be creative! Explore who you are and what you feel bit-by-bit, creating sound and images based off of these things, keeping your brand in mind. This is what makes you you and this is what will give your audience something to relate to and expect.



I want this blog to contribute to being like a revolving door for people who feel stuck, lost, uninspired and looking for more, and searching for "the way".... Peace to your journey.

-Chop suey